delusional and uncomfortable
Thursday, April 29, 2010
The title is sucks, i know. I am trying to do blogging in my firm library cos i am super bored. Luckily i will be leaving this firm tomorrow. This firm is great, people are nice, no politic (not 100% ) but still. lesser than others. I met good people. I am still too immature in socialising. Sometimes i spoke soething i dont mean too, sometimes i am too cold and deceiving others that i am odd, and unwelcome. I can feel this all the time, that i am too too reserved. I wonder why my sister can have so many friends, and i am always just a few. So do my friends..they all are so active...How good if i can be as aggressive as thm to make friends. Perhaps i am really a loner. I wish i can do better in others firm.
By the way, my master treats me nice. He run door by door just to make sure while he is on lift there is something i can do before i end my two week attachment with nothing. Miss Hg Hooi Huang is extremely good and friendly, i really lik her. So do Joy, Frances and ji hui and etc...they are extremely good to me. thanks for being kind to a freako and jackass...haha
Sherli ♥