Welcome to yoururl@bs.com
As you can see, it's my blog. So my rules yeah? Strictly no ripping. Spammers will not be entertained. And no vulgarities. Rude comments will be deleted and the user will get banned. Rude people sucks!

Blogger Blogskins Google

This Flash Player was created @ FlashWidgetz.com.

music fetishflash fetishmusic player for myspace

Plurk? Twitter? Gans? Wishlist?
Anything you like to put here. :)

Archives October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 April 2008 May 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 July 2010 August 2010 February 2011

Sherli ♥

Designer : Jerval
Basecodes : Hester Stephanie
Qoutes : Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Color codes : Color picker

random thoughts for job searching
I believe my life journey has just started. Truely, just begin. On my bed, a half done CV, a few books with titles like 101 smart questions you should ask on your interview and blah blah. This is my 24th years in the earth. The chinese zodiac contains 12 animals, and every 12 years is a circle and the 13th will round back to the animal comes first. i am a tiger, 12 years ago i faced my UPSR, my first important exam, it was a year of tiger. 12 years after, today, i finished my master degree and needs to proceed to next stage of life, and 2010 is a year of tiger too. This is a very crucial year, and i cant wait for another 12 years to get started again.
I am going to apply for job next week. hopefully things go well. I know they are sth i need to break over, the emotional part and the mindset part.

the sisters
I know somehow i am not a very supportive sister. I dont follow her wishes like how she supports me without a No. She might feel that i comment too much, she might think that i did it for purpose and she might even think that i am just being barbarian. During conversation, Daddy has been telling me of how hard to seek a balance amongst us. dad and mom sees thing in a way, they think is true. They might be right and they might not. I can see from daddy's expression, his been very disappointing, that my sister chooses something very awful, and both of us just know how hard it gonna work, especially when ones attitudes cant even break through the hardship. Dad eventually said to me, let her mom to deal with her, we dont comment, she never listen, she only listens to her friends. This is very sad daddy, i know it too. I cant say i listen to you all the time, but at least i can say, i dont listen to my friends 100 % for important tasks. I am being grateful my friends give me good models and are being very strict to me. I always understand i am pampered by my friends, although i dont have too many of them, but at least i know they always by my side, and will not hesitate to knock me to hell if i made a stupid mistake.

My sisters have a lot of lil attitudes. I know no one is perfect, but this girl definitely takes this "no perfect" theory likes a motto of her life. Even of sth she can do if she paid a lil hard work, she implants this theory in her mind and neglects what she needs to fulfill and have to fulfilled. This girl has especially a very cute mindset, a lil jealousy and being action. She enjoys the jelousy from her friends and she enjoys to input jeolousy to her siblings. Whatever her siblings have she wants to have, and she looks down upon the imperfection of her siblings. I might be a dirty mouth to crap about my sis imperfection, but i dont look down on someone. i dont tease someone on their faces easily, i know somewhat is hurtful. sometimes i feel sorry for my sisters, that when i was younger i teased on her face about her look and whatever. but now, i dont do that too much, i try to supress it. i know is very rude to do so. i myself is not even near to pretty how come i talked of others? i myself has a lot of weaknesses in emotion than why would i have to speak as if i am perfectly done? I am not babie, i am not. Dad said is hard to educate his daughters. He always shakes his head, i know, how sorrow he feels sometimes, but men dont shed tears easily, thats why he swallows his pain. He said, " i give u a car and others will say i am being bias because i only gives it to you." I stare at him, " why did u say so? did she say that to you?" " no, she didnt, she question mom yesterday, that why you can study abroad for two years and she cant?" ahahhaha. i can only laugh hard and sigh. She doesnt get the gist of the reason at all. What a shame for me, to bring her to tarot reader and try to tell her sth. This girl never learns in her mind, as stubborn as a stone, and greedy. She may crack up when she reads this, and curse me to hell by revising all my bad attitudes in heart. i am not perfect, but sometimes, what you cant see through doesnt mean others cant. what you think is right doesnt mean others think the same. is just sometimes they dont want to comment on it anymore, since u have this high self-esteem. but hey, i am definitely not jealous of you can go america for two years babie, muahahahahaha. Not at all. After this i am not gng to do any counting on any of my sisters anymore. i gonna seal my playing card for a while though.