je suis de mauvause humeur
Thursday, December 03, 2009
D'accord, everything seems so quiet, but i just know is going to break the silence very soon. Things never go easy to me, maybe because i am a non-easy le gen. I quit my trip, i am not feeling so well, something digging my mind over and over again. The fact that i am jobless, i am not confident, i am stupid....whatever. i guess i am just always lacking of faith in myself though. while i have to go home whatsoever, i start being afraid of the woman in my house will nag at me 24/7. I cant help but to hold grudge to have such family. i dont know, maybe i think i deserve either the best or the worst. but not who and what i am having and dealing with. It makes me feels really suck up.
Recently working up with french, i swear one day i gonna write my blog in french so that those who peek at my blog get mad with me. ^^i am planning to continue french back in malaysia too, so better off to work as hard as i can before my peacefulness all gone. u will never understand why me being so horrific to go home, because whatever u do or planning to do go in vain easily. i hate this fact and i hope i can be tough enough to wallap those unwise fellow who trying to give me very crappy advie such as working in a law firm. Tomorrow gonna go scotland, though i quit europe trip, it doesnt mean i quit travelling too. i will go out as often as i can, before i start feeling annoyed by outings.
after the scotland trip, will continue to london. i always love london ever since i am in manchester. J'aime la londre. a bientot!
je crois qu'Sher li, elle n'est pas convaincue de se.