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Friday, August 28, 2009
I was told that, "you dont have to force yourself to look at it, when you should be looking away." Something is always burning inside my heart, all the time all the while, and i know it, so deeply, there is a big hole stapped inside myself. I struggle for something unknown, unfavourable, demonish and i know they are not true, but why would i still allow these illusions to capture me? Why?that is because i am vulnerable, yes i am. I need to be tougher and stronger, i know this me is coming because i am working to be someone like this; tough as a stone, and nothing can hold on me.
P/s: thou who read this, this is not an emo post, i just feel like writing something to articulate the thoughts inside myself. They are not hurting at all, i am not feeling lonely sad worried whatsoever, i am still standing still, in front of the life junction, and laugh like a monster. ==haha~~