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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
The same wish the same worry the same uneasy... i just want to pass....sigh.
Now that i have done with those crappy assignments and exam, i have to focus on research paper which makes me damn speechless everytime i start working on it. Recently i feel way better, my emotion is under control and so i spend most of my time sleeping and accompanying sze leen. I hope she will be fine.
I do the cards counting again, expectedly, is still improving, sometimes i am amazed by my own uncommon talent, wish i so hope that it can convert to academic smart talent....-- and i know that is so impossible, so i am just dreaming on it.
There is nth good or bad, but thinking makes it so. Is the thinking that scared me out of no where, and i am going to proceed to next stage of life, that makes me so unsure. I am still not fully prepared for my life battle. Is a hard life, and who doesnt have one?