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Thursday, April 02, 2009
I realise something recently, and i am amazed by what i have found out about myself.
First thing is, i can actually finish a 1.25 litre diet coke all by myself in one day. Secondly, i can never fulfill what i promise to myself to finish up in a given period. Then, i have found out i need to do laundry very often because it seems like i have a lot of dirty clothes remaining all the time....and laundry is not as cheap as fact.....
I have been reading my friend's blog, it seems like she starts to think about getting into love-relationship and has started being nervous of being alone--which is something i never felt nervous, or to be honest, i am not aggressive at all. Out of curiosity, i think it over and still realised that, Oh damn, i am no longer as young as i used to think about myself, but still, i dont feel like having someone to be by my side.....i guess i am really oblivious in this sort of relationship right? Personally, i still do not think is important for me to have a bf currently, i believe lovey-mushy thing is a real waste of time and it devastates a person mind if the relationship turned sour. I hate being emotions, and i myself already a super emotional person and thus i am not going to drag myself into this sort of shitty relationship.....not at the moment.
I am now enjoying my miserable life, being haunted by a bunch of assessments and my own laziness, guess i gonna have another cry at the end of the day when i cant finish up everthing...oh, nightmare, better do it as soon as possible.
Sherli ♥