the research paper and my academic difficulties
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I think is time to proceed to another stage of life again, here is a brand new challenge for me. I have had faced the biggest barrier in academic life. Over the time i have tried not to pick up any coursework based modules, but somehow by coincidence the modules i have opted, or accurately, the modules opted by my lecturer (because i have actually no interest in law, so basically i left to others to decide what to study), seem to be very coursework based. I collected the feeback form, is a low pass thing, even if it is a pass i felt shameful about my grade, and i can tell, this may not be the last result that drags me down.
I need some resolutions. I decided to improve my wrting skills and attend the English in-sessional thing in full hearted. Previously i have been so lenient to myself, i guess i need to be more discipline. I am not the kind whom have luck with studies, i need to work hard to accomplish something i afraid.
I miss sher-rin all of the sudden, but i dont intend to spell out my depression to her, she is my younger sister, i dont want to make her thinks that i am so vulnerable, although for some degree, she already knew i am one very fragile creature. Lets make me a better sister for once, let me get it over by myself this time, but before this, please do make me pass arbitration whatsoever. If not, i cant get my master degree anymore...PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
I guess i can pass my arbitration.......i wish i can.....for IP, i have no hope anymore.
arghhh, better get back to work on my research paper, is all about writing....hatefulllllllllll
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