All love that has not friendship for its base,
Is like a mansion built upon the sand.
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the genesis
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Because i am so afraid to stuck in the crowd, i always choose to go by myself. Somehow when i am in my room, i feel bored and weebit of loneliness, than i remember the time when i was with my sister, Huei Sze, Yet chin, Miao teng, maria.....is like, when you feel like talking to them, just click on the number and we will reach one another.....these times which i couldnt hold back, i used to recall and recall.....especially these years i have been with my sister, yet chin and huei sze. To be honest, i am getting used to stay in my own space, no matter where i am, and people who can walk into my heart, are getting lesser and lesser.....

I miss my sister, especially when i wm in my room and i couldnt read at all, online sometimes become tasteless, than i will lie on my bed, look up to the ceiling....as if i have turned back to the time i was in my room of my own country, she would just bang in suddenly and sit in front of the mirror, did her make up and had a chat with me....one single room with two girls, and the loneliness flew away.....

I miss yet chin and huei sze, when the time we stayed in the library, chatting and reading.....making notes with colourful pens ......we were so closed and cheerful.
We somehow talked about future, things that we expected to happen...although it did not.....

Somehow life doenst always turn out the way we want, we couldnt care much about the unexpectation, but struggles for the unknown future....and because it is so unpredictable and in mysterious, so it becomes wonderful and worth waiting.......

...and quietly, you are standing on your future...and you dont realise until you turn your back to your past......recalling with a smile and a grief....

Coming to UK has been my future before, and now i am here...guess that i need to go further now.....

Life is a bittersweet.....and life is so beatiful because i have met people that i never expected to have and to get with.

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