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Everytime i wanna write long, i cannot get a title and so end up filling "untitle". i really need a break but i cant. Knowing the fact that i am going to retake had torn away my pride, i feel weak, and get thiner and thiner, without any effort to slim myself down, the weight just keep on loosing.

I always can predict my own result, and this time nth is going to work out, not even the God, and i can blame no body but myself, though i have tried so hard to do my studies, nervous and petrified has blavked out my brain, i couldnt think of anything during my company exam.

I dunno how should i react, i hate law, i hate myself being not myself anymore, time has faded my character and pull me down, when i burst into tears, except feeling comfort for a short while, nth had changed, and now i get phobia to sit for exam, i hope this thursday can be better.

there is this phrase, "when there is a will, there is a way.", i dont have any will, so, tell me how am i going to get my way? things happen recently has given me a lot of hassle, i cant eat much un less i force myself out, i cant stop my sadness unless i do sth other than studying....i am so lost.

I notice that life isnt fair, but still, the hatred of being treated and feeling unfair is so overwheming, that i cant keep myself anymore.

What should i do?

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