sadness
Sunday, May 27, 2007
I fail my company, so pure and clean fact, i know how bad i have done the paper.
The fact that i have to retake, made me burst into tears. For the very first time, i cried for my exam.
I live under the oppression of my parents' idiocy expectation and self-inducement of giving me best choice. but i am all the moron, for i always did not determine my own will enough, so i can never be happy, forever in depression, i wonder when i could no longer stand and go for commited suicide-if one day i think is the bestchoice to make me happy.
during the exams, i was so nervous and tired, and i often press myself too hard, i could not control my emotions, so i am being helpless.
excruciatingly, i do not know how to face my future...is too unbearable..