I have always been consistent to go after Bleach. I amaze by Kubo sensei story- plotting and I love the way he tells us the story. Although it would not happen in the reality, it reflects humans mind set. I love rukia, from the very first i looked at her. We share similar personality, not outside, but inside. She is sad, and so do i. I hate sad story, but could not stop being desired to know.
Seeing the panels above, i drop into sadness all of the sudden. Rukia knows where her heart lies, but do i know?? I am being so self-confined all of the time, i seldom communicate and i am not a socialise person, i am out of the actual world, the only thing i know of myself is all about my studies and my circle of friends. I tend to have remissed the world, and so do the world abandone me because of my arrogant. I am arrogant, for i am so short sighted. I travel every year, but i dont bother to even give a glimpse to the world. I dont know what i am expected, i dont know what should i do for the next step of my life, i become a bit uneasy.

Regardless of my studies, the only thing i care of are my friends. Time has ceased half of my friendships. Either i choose to dump it, or we have gone to a different paths of life. So, i cherish what is on my hand now. When someone proposes me a lunch, if i am capable, i will try to attend, i try to talk to them some part of my life, i try not to push away all my friends. I try to make myself talkative, i try all i can to connect with the world. We could not leave without friends, we could not stay alone forever and immerse ourselves into the past.

Friends sometimes are betrayals, but somehow they will always make an impact in my life. Those happiness, those days, those tears, those undone....though have been leaving behind, become a stain inside my heart. I try to cover up by filling up my life...studies, reading story, shopping.....but while the day ends, and dark is fallen, everything still exists inside my heart, nothing is gone, nothing is faded.....and i remember, the day i used to walk with my friends....the day we sang and laughed together....it remains inside my memory.....

My heart lies....where my memory lies....

Rukia: I remember...

Rukia: Where the heart truly lies...