feel like doodling but no sketch paper..
Friday, March 30, 2007
I skip class today. Don't ask me why, i am not in a mood to attend a class which keep on postponing and adding in extra times for replacement again and again, i admit i had enough of those replacement classes.
Recently everything seems to be so annoying and frustrating, even when i am in college, things dont seem to turn out the way i wish, those things that once i thought to have resolved still existed, maybe i am trying to blind myself all the time, but never mind to keep my eyes blind if it relates to convoluted matters. I am not tolerance, nor i am a mature person who can deal with every single thing, so i am blind, the end.
Till now, i am still considering of whether i should apply for the other University instead of OBU, i am feeling insecure, although i am not alone, still is an issue waiting to be resolved. At least, i need to make up my mind to get things done. All depend on my decision, and is a hard one.
Honestly, i dont get why i can still continue with law, i am really a hater of all those legal stuffs, it just pisses me off by day to day, company, tort, trust, land....nothing seems to intrigue my attention, and the final is around the corner, i don't know how to pass, yet i MUST pass, what a contrast@_@
I saw Hui ting was crying beside the staircase, if i am not intending to skip this class, i doubt i would ever find out that she was crying at that moment. But i left her very soon, cause Bee yin was already there to company her, and i was in a rush to escape from my lecturer, you know, skipping class is always a crime for a student.(ya i break the law so what?) I dont think things can cure easily if i am by her side, plus she did not want to skip class(actually i have offered her for a teabreak, which means i wanted her to skip class.>.>), so there is nth i can do. Well, as a better friend, i will call her up maybe tonight, better than i dont do anything at all.
But tomorrow, a saturday, i am still forcing to wake up early and go to college, so i am really down and not happy. keep on spending my saturday to replace classes, why not just finish all the syllabus in normal classes without a break?? Every breaks take away half an hour, and every crap from your mouth take away half an hour, and the consequence is we need replacement class, how awful!
Well, i think i have no life as well, looking up what i have been writing, are all complaints and no more. geez, where is my life?
Labels: fall to hell
Sherli ♥