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Of course i would say different ppl will interprete it differently. I will see it as sth that touch my mind for a recent event. In this long path of living, we go through half of our happiness and sorrowness together, but half way, u leave me, and i take it as if u are dead, so i walk alone now.
Before this, i truly tried to take care of everything that i think i should, i ought to, but now, i understand that is my Utopia. Nicole is correct, she once said," susu, not everything can come true under your control." it just knocked it into my mind so hard so real and so painful. Suddenly, everything hit in my eyes, become crystal clear, that still, i can change nothing.
So, tell me, can i be selfish now?? can i let go of everything now?? can i just stay silence still as if it is non of my business now?? i dunno. But, i will try to take care of myself better. Sorry for my selfishness but, if i dun, my heart will puzzle my brain, i need to combine my heart and brain together.
God, if YOU ever exist, will you give me the power to pluck away all my pain, and while something undesirable grow into my mind, would you send me a prerogative to hand on a sword, to cut off all the evil mercilessly? My Lord, i truly hope that one day you could kindly give me a notice, i somehow still vulnerable, and i need your voice to heal my wound.