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Thursday, November 23, 2006
We are drowning.......
we are drowningwe are drowningTime cannot mend...our pain.....
Peace can make no use...to our uncome happiness
day to day, time to time......getting fallen apart.....
I am drowningLife looks smooth and clear.....
eyes can never see darkness
can never see..struggling, misery, helpless....
dissing myself......trying to make myself awaken....
from the delusion....
we are all drowning inside the darkness
i am drowning____________________________________
Exam is around the corner, i feel nervous, i have not done all my studies....i feel scared.
But i have planned alot for my holidays.....i seem to skip my exam...=.=
i have to assert myself that i can pass my exam.....yes...self determination, autonomy....hehe
after the exam...gonna enjoy my life, gonna go shopping alone or with my sister....gonna do alot of things...maybe meet miao teng as well....XD
i feel like my brain can only fit in this kind of moss....>.<||||
Today Yet chin was absent to college for some chinese ritual, only Huei sze and me...the girl who taught me a lot about life and pain. The girl who willing to trust me and give me a helping hand while i am helpless and misery, the girl who herself, drown inside her pain and misery ....who looks cheerful all the time....they are, included Hui ting, are those who i only want to share myself in my collge....the rest, are all hello and bye....
I miss my secondary friends, i miss those who i love who no longer stay beside me, when i recalled about my past, i just couldnt understand, what on earth is this world about.....and actually i am so naive and innocent....i am over-protected.....but is ok, is not too late, now i realize...and is not too late.
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