Fate stay night
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
What is the utopia in your dream? Have you ever tried to achieve it? Have you taken it as your fate to go on? My utopia has become hazy and fragile. I cover it once i decide to follow sth goes against my own choice. Isn't my choice of choosing being so undone and helpless? I want to preserve my own will once, but i am not determinable enough, so i chose the hardest way to walk my life. I deserve those pain and incurable wounds. Utopia can only be utopia, dream that could never be touched in my hand. I wish my memory of u will never fade, i wish i can regenerate wounds, i wish i can heal the death one, i wish....i will never be despaired......
I have thousands of dream, i have uncountable of utopia's stories, i have bitter pain in my heart, i am feeling untrue to stay in this world. I am sad. i confess. Till now, i can still feel my changes, within this short period, with the hands you have borrowed me while i am so sickening of myself, you have my gratitute, all of you. I will repay u one day, this is for sure. I might be bad, but i know what i need to do.
I am awaken, i am realised......so u are my courage.