the random thought
Friday, September 01, 2006
I have been to my auntie house on her invitation. I thought she needed my help somehow. But surprisingly it was not. the first thing she blabbered of me is my newly dyeid hair..yeap, i redyied my hair and she did not keen on it. She tried to frighten me by saying hair will cause this and that kind of sickness and i just like"oh, let it be."..haha...After that, she grabbed sth from her cupboard, it was a box of chinese medicine, she wanted me to take it to cure my gastric problem. Well, she knew that i have suffered from that since i was young though. Well, i am kind of medicine-addicted, so is ok for me to take medicine, hah, what a pity, get used to medicine like a gasper get used to cigarette.
I always would stay there for quite a long time everytime i went to my auntie house, she is my mother's sister, elderly sister, and she loves all of her nieces, i am one of it. She knew that i am misery from what i am choosing to do now, so she said to me gently, dun look back if it will make you suffer, once u have got into it, you need to continue your life with it, study hard and dun think too much. I know, so i am trying to make myself fine with it. If there is sth called fate that existed to everyone of us, than this is my fate, so i need to move on with it.
I move on for my aunt sake, i knew that she loves all of us and she is so anxious that i am going ovesea soon. If only she is my mom i will be forever a happy one.
After seeing my aunt, presentations become nth for me, is a part of my work so i need to do it although i am agitated to death. be brave, susu...sigh!
LOL!! besides sth has made me hyperventilated, hah! Hui Sze and yet chin both pass their UOL examination, yeah!! we can be classmates again and i am so happy! Moreover, the arc 241 of Bleach has successfully cheer my up as well, XD...Ryuuken is so COOL..muahahahaha.....what a MAN! As seem recently nth has dragged me down...a peaceful period for me..ha....i hope it can last long....XD
Sherli ♥