the thought
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Sometimes i will think, why cant i be opstimistic? Am i really born to be perturbation? assss....i am now so scared of my presentations...even though i not yet know what kind of presentation i should do but still, i am sick of it already. it is kind of too far to think of it but still...i already started to mess up myself...argh~~~~
looking back my previous life, i am farting around and doing nothing, i doubt myself can ever go on like this, luckily the college has started or else i will be more empty inside myself. But, presentations are damn terrible stuff for me....i keep on telling myself is ok, that is no big deal, i can make it, is just a problem of researching and speaking so dun worry.....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i am mad i think.....haih~~~~
Fortunately, i still have Bleach with me, though Kubo-sensei produces it so slow but at least every week it will come out once to satisfy my hungry temptation. I think i am not yet prepared for this semester. At least i hate presentation but the rest is still fine for me. I wonder ppl like me why should my parent force me to do law...i hate facing the whole wide world....Bloody maria......sigh!