the undone emotion
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Yesterday went around to flirt in the blood+ forum, knew some friends from china. Nah, actually they are quite friendly and nice as well, hehe.... this is not the first time i knew some frens from china, just that i seldom talk too much with them. However, sometimes things always happened out of our expectation, though some of my frens dun like china, but actually for me is still, the same. I just wanna get around with those i think who are matched with my thinking, those who share the same norm and value. We should not judge ppl from their nationality, cos everywhere there are goody and baddy, so we always need to interprete by ourselves of who are worth of a friend.
I found out most ppl who wandering in internet are quite lonely and full with desparate about the real world, perhaps me too is the same, but at least i make myself clear what is true and what is not. There is this girl, she urged that ppl never understand her and she probably knew that she is the one who never make the movement. She felt insecure...i know it. People who eagerly wanna lead true life of themselves often refused to accept the cruel and dark part of the society, they wanna confine themselves in a world they create for themselves, so do i. I know everything can somehow become bubbles one day, but still, i hope to hold on sth to my faith, it doesn matter i could not touch it, but at least, let me feel that i am still alived........
Sherli ♥