the uneasy
Monday, June 05, 2006
i dunno what to do anymore, i am a bit out of myself. I told my father about my decision not to do law if i need to retake, his reponse hurt me....he kept silent. I really hate the way they are, they never wanna support what i want, that is why my life is so miserable....but i can blame noone, if i can be more insistent, perhaps now it should make a difference. Suddenly i think of my babies who have not be born, i hope they can be happier than i am, i will respect what they wanna do in future and be good to them. I am not going to let the tragedy happened anymore, this time i wanna make a difference.....