sherli's voice
Friday, June 30, 2006
Firstly, sorry i am not good in creating title....so just ignore my title ya, it simply means nothing. Recently i still feeling anxious, but luckily sth has pull away my thought, thanks to FIFA WORLD CUP.
Last week i have been to watch movie with my sister, after the movie, we went to book shop, i try to seek for some interesting books just to enrich myself a bit, since i really feeling empty all the time. Finally, after a long consideration, i chose a book named "the complete idiot's guide to taoism". i know it sounds boring but i realy like to read this kind of book. perhaps myself a dull person as well.
last week sth evil happened to me, and it weaken my soul again, again i can feel myself is a weak and childish girl, i should not have let my friends worried about me, i need to grow up and make myself tough. Therefore, i have made up my mind, do what i can do, stay for my own fate, at least i can comfort myself a bit with this unsteady decision. people often get confused and hatred when they found out themselves such an ugly one, me too....and me too....so i know myself never a sincere one.