moody moody......
Friday, May 26, 2006
Exam is really really near.....when i am doing my last second revision, i found that my brain can no longer fit in anything......and i dun really can remember what i have studied, this makes me feeling depression. I feel like vomiting when i force myself studying, such as just now, i have just studied for like 30 minutes than i felt like leaving the table, i just could not continue anymore although i know i still have a lot to do. I admit i am very stressful now, feel like bursting into tears.....recently is so moody, somehow has met someone that i dun really wanna see, the meeting with Valeska did not really easen my uneasy heart, i am tired and restless....i really dun have any idea to make myself recover, OMG!!!!Feel like dying....
A talk with Yet Chin had made me realised that humans really could not leave alone, and we will never walk alone unless we confined our heart. Most of the time when i am sitting still and doing nothing, i remember about Ee Chien and yan Yan....after all, i could do nothing for them, i hold nothing on my hand. I have learnt to keep quiet when dispute happened between my friend, i won make a stand and i will just ignore if they did not come to me. I want my life to be peaceful rather than chaotic....I think i sometimes think to much, my thought always disturb me, i should have stop thinking too much. I think i still, need to walk alone sometimes........
Sherli ♥