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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
People will try all means to protect life, but life is somehow so fragile, just as human heart, breakable and unbearable to pain.
I try to protect myself from being hurt, this is human's instinct, but God never promise a life without tears......misery does exists all the time, in someone heart, but life still need to go on, i will try to keep myself happy, at least i will keep my outfit looks sunny.....outfit sometimes might be a mask, cover everything deep inside.....i am deeply inside my own world, can't help to be sad...
Fact cannot be changed, that is why it is fact but not a myth....fact can be cruel and kind....but never will be something you expect......
You walk out the door, and you walk out my life...i cry for many night, just to keep my sadness release...wonder when i could disappear....
Valeska, Grace and Huei Sze, thanks for ur consolidation...i will be alright soon...very soon.....
Valeska, sorry for crying to you......i know it frightened you.....and thanks for staying with me all the time....thanks.....i will miss you....