numb
Friday, February 10, 2006
Time to time, I found out myself such a numb person....numb to everything.
Again, my uncle hang out into the hospital for some kind of illness again, but since the day you went away, hospital is merely a normal and usual place for me, i walk in without any hesitation, as if i ought to be there....i am such a sad person, my life cannot escape from depression, perhaps i meant to be this way.
When my friends gossiped about everything surrounding me, i feel really nothing at all now, everything becomes possible, everthing becomes black and white...my kind of sighting changes....i am so numb......i stuck in the winter without a sweater......my heart has frozen........