the unknown
Friday, December 23, 2005
Going out later, so spare some times to update blog cos i will not be sitting in front of the computer after tomorrow...
Assignment still left blank except i have done some research but never read in detail. Adriana is complaining of boredom and eagerly want to be back to her studies life...perhaps she should be so. Pixie is going to Canada at 29th of dec, perhaps hard to see each other anymore cos of the busy life that will be coming soon...to each others. A brand New Year is approaching, I do not feel any exictment, maybe because i started to grow old, maybe because of the subject i am studying bored me a lot, maybe because i feel so alone even though you are by my side.
God fate is hard to change, but i need to fight for my own life now, time makes me nearer to the dark society, distance built between me and the protected Wing of my father, is time for me to have my own struggle n career......i feel breathless....the unknown often drag me to freak...i need some rest.....holiday does not make my stronger, it weakens my soul.......
One day, i need to leave, leaving from everyone.......i hope i can smile in the darkness.....and the unknow of my life......
Sherli ♥