2005
Monday, December 19, 2005
This year has been a hard year for me. I was twice lost my beloved one. Sad memorise had left in my heart forever, and is not easy to go through....however, the hardest year is about to come to an end, is my sadness going to end as well??? I don't know, when something is meant to be that, it is hardly for us to change and i never wanna fight with my own fate, i had had enough for funeral, sadness, graveyard .... and even dispute....
I wan to be cheerful all the time but i do not seem to be like that, i wish upon the stars, but stars are too far to listen to my wish....In 2005, i changed my college, i changed my course, i changed my heart, more or less still the same but it as well, has made a different. Time has made me went through a lot, passions that kill my naive and innocent, i stick more to the real and cold world, it has frozen my heart.....
12 more day to go, a new frsh year comes, wish upon the stars again, death never near to me anymore.......
Sherli ♥