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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
If growing up is all about loneliness, i wish i could never grow up. But as what someone said, you are the one who make yourself lonely.....maybe i am. My appreciate all my close friends who somehow can bear with my childish, and bad tempered as well. I am not a good friend for most of them cause i often like to speak what i like to listen, not my friends. Who know, maybe you must have hate me deeply even though we often chat together....or you may have dislike me....
but now this has become unimportant anymore. Because there is something overwhelming this, we are going separated from each others....we are in distance very soon. Distance will than become a barrier.....
Pei Voon, i will truly miss you, even though i often be mean to you.....but you need to know, you mean something to me.....Even though we only knew each other during A -Level, but it is hard to get a friend that can talk so much and can bear with me.....thank you for everything...You are leaving very soon, cause time never want to stop walking, when you are in Australia, please remember me....i will always with you.....mentally.....you know i never know how to speak kindly, so forgive me if i hurt you....
Besides, there is someone that i feel sorry to her all the time, don know why, just feel sorry to her. I knew her since i was 13. It has been 6 years....such a long time...and we can still keep in touch to each other.....i really pleasure our friendship........although i know you would sometimes hate the way i speak but you really understand that is me, doubtlessly....You will be in canada very very soon.....sooner then Pei Voon cause she has not even sat for her IELST test.....>__<....
Within this 6 years, we crashed before, share our private emotion together, laughed together......But after you changed our school, we seem to be lack of connection.....hehe....but we still keep in touch.......even though i rarely contact you, but i will always remember you....
Later you will leave malaysia....and later i will be in UK as well....distance seems to become further and further........but i will treasure our friendship....forgive me if i hurt you....
I am in great busy and mentally emptiness.....i need something to safe me from that.....
God please safe me......